The sun is coming up and the birds are screeching and singing. It's driving me crazy. It's deafening. All of my senses are hyper sensitive right now and everything is irritating me. I hate summertime. 19 hours of sunlight irritates the crap out of me. I miss winter. I want to cold and the darkness and the snow. I had to turn off my favorite movie because it started irritating me. Now I'm just sitting here in my living room with all the lights out as it's slowly gets brighter from the sun coming up. I'm never going to sleep tonight. I have so many things to do tomorrow. I'm paralyzed from the stress of having to do it all. Sorry I keep posting and rambling...my brain is like one huge run on sentence full of nonsense. I keep thinking about Lewis Carroll......Contrariwise,if it was so, it might be; and if it were so, it would be; but as it isn't, it ain't. That's logic......and about he brush strokes in Van Goghs 'Starry Night over the Rhone'...I tried counting them. Impossible.....Sorry. You're much too big. Simply impassable..... You mean "impossible"....No, impassable. Nothing's impossible.

I'm not making sense.....