I'm so sorry. I can only imagine how hard this must be for you. Maybe going inpatient can help him stabilize his meds--I learned the hard way that some antidepressants are activating, while others are sedating. Back in the day, I was misdiagnosed as bipolar, and so I was tried on several of the more sedating antidepressants which exacerbated my symptoms and caused me to sleep sometimes 20 hours a day. It took a few years and an inpatient stay to figure out that the meds on the opposite end of the spectrum work well for me. Brain chemistry is difficult and so individual. It's hard to watch a loved one go through this, but hopefully the key to things getting better is a matter of finding the correct med combo and that happens soon.
I'm sorry your husband isn't supportive. My family is very unsupportive about Mi stuff--they just choose to remain ignorant, and I have chosen to let them. Is there anyone else who can give you support?
|