I am thinking about telling someone next week. Two people, actually. I'm getting lunch with two former teachers whom I trust very much and who are kind of like mother figures to me. I've just finished my first year at university and I am getting SO tired of saying "good! fine!" etc. and smiling whenever people ask me "How was your first year of college?"
I just want, just once, to tell someone the truth. I trust these women, they don't really know anyone else I'd be afraid of them telling (I don't think they would tell anyway) plus I feel that their responses would be positive.
I don't know if I'm going to yet. I think it would feel good to have just at least one other person in the world (besides my T and pdoc) who know. But I'm scared