I'm sorry you are having such a tough time. I have read many of your posts and I see a great strength there.
Yes depression sucks but remember that mental health is up and down. Hitting the bottom you have to start coming up again.
Talk and talk, talk to T and use your best coping strats to get through this bad patch.
Thinking of you.
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