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Old May 31, 2016, 03:13 AM
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Didn't sleep but I feel very, very good. As in, thinking being not too slow and not too fast and a steady pace. I mean, like a nice, relaxing walk. Like you can walk back and forth in your memory, like walking, just casually, back to thoughts you had just a moment ago and then just casually walking back to the front of your train of thought.

How amazing is that!?

So how many bouts or maybe longer periods of depression or mania did I have? Mind: I was in a mixed state not long ago and didn't really fully evened out.

0.

I spend the morning experiencing what must be the most beautiful of things: a city slowly coming to life. What's more beautiful than that?

Ok, maybe nature. I've heard it's very green and beautiful. But cities are a bit like nature, I guess.

If these supplements keep working I'll only need a therapist.
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