Good to see you too Echoes. I got some names from my ex-pdoc and also checked them with my EAP. I thought of you as you went through the hunt not so long ago. This is scarey.

I think that I am not used to making these kind of decisions as my mom chose my first and he passed me to this one when he retired or he had been my med man and I thought he was o.k.....and smart.

The hospital has not been of assistance in this regard. I gave the list verbally to my inpt counselor (who used to counsel here in this town) and she said that she would check with my pdoc there and then I got the message I was not to talk to her anymore.

So there...

Anyhow I suppose I am narrowing things down a bit. If I felt more stable I would wish to wait a while. I hope this week goes alright.

I did go in to work to talk to my boss Friday and I was welcomed with open arms. My office moved (again) in my absence and one person made my office gorgeous and homey. Seemed like a labor of thoughtfulness to me.