T, thanks for the email. Part of me wants to call you to hear your voice. Probably I'll just spend today crafting the perfect reply and rereading your message. I do know it WILL be ok. But it is also so hard right now. I couldn't sleep last night. Traveling coming up. Time for me to be an adult and get stuff done. When all I really want to do is curl up and sleep. T, I'm terrified and want to just forget the whole move and everything that goes with it. I'm scared. And tired.