I'm so sorry. I hear your pain through your words. And I've been there...and I am there. I often feel too much - that my "stuff" is too much and that "I" am too much. I ask, over and over...is this too much? Am I too much? It helps to hear him answer 'no' over and over. I'm sorry you are experiencing this. I really hate that you are feeling these feelings. Maybe you can start asking? See if you can get some reassurance that way?