I'm in a bit of a state.
Woke up with so much OCD anxiety- so many things that aren't right that need doing to make me feel better.
But depression is winning, because I have no motivation or interest in doing anything apart from sit here and cry.



My psychiatrist said that the psychosis might ease off when the depression does... When is this depression going to end?!

I'm doing everything I can and should be doing to get well. Im taking all of my medication. I've increased my anti depressants. Im ignoring Georgina as much as I can. Im telling her to go away and come back later. Im trying to reason with her. I'm trying to be positive. I'm looking forward to the future. When that doesn't work I'm trying to be in the moment...

Arrgh

When apriprazole was suggested to me instead of my quetiapine (that is doing nothing but de motivate me and make me sleepy with restless legs) the side effects were crappy so we decided against them. Grrr I need to get out of this hole :-(

Any advice?