I agree with Icare dixit. I dance lavishly and constantly when I am manic and I thoroughly enjoy it. It often feels very sensual...like being in a rave with no drugs.
However, I also pace...sometimes constantly and often without noticing. I may pace because I'm either manic or panicked. Once I become aware of it, sometimes I can stop and sometimes I cannot stop. Either way I will feel entirely insecure about it.
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Every finger in the room is pointing at me
I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring
I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth
Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now
Tori Amos ~ Crucify
Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder
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