Thank you Pfrog! I have all of the players in place. I did that right away. I had to have someone with me 24 hours a day for a month, because I was so scared and traumatized. It is cathartic to post here and interact. You get sayings like "stay strong" etc. although well intentioned it's not much help. People don't realize the deep dark cavern in your soul...
Thank you for responding.
How are you doing today?