Sidony:

> I used to get up and do things. Today I'm still in my pajamas at
> 11:30.

Yesterday I was in my pajamas all day. Never did dress. Did not wash my face. My first meal was at 3:30 PM. I did feed the cats, and they were fairly patient with me.

Today I am still alive. Learning that my despair was a repeat of what I felt as a child. Which I am no longer (at least today).