Thank you for sharing. I'm really feeling this right now. Being miserable in my skin is making me a very irritated and a sad person. What is the point when it's one misery after another with so little point in between. I just want to exsist without terrible pain and sickness. Mania seems urgent, like there is a big plan I'm involved in and can help figure out. Then I crash into reality where no big plan exsists, just pain to endure day on end.