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11 pm-ish, 1600 mcg mB12 and methylfolate, 1200 mg acetylcysteine, 100 mg 5-HTP.
Mood stabiliser, no antipsychotic (day 2).
No actual delusions or hallucinations despite sleepless night. Maybe somewhat bordering on mania. I was tired but not anymore.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide.
See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me.
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