Still itching, still not taking my medications, nor will I until the itching goes away. Still not sure how this will go. Still taking the prednisone, it's not causing mania that I can tell but it's also not curing the itching fast enough. Hope I don't end up in the ER again. Feeling sick but avoiding vomiting. Medications make me sleepy and I'm sleeping a lot. Which is a good get away from itching. I think I'm being punished by this itching. Like a plague put upon me as a test. Just random thoughts, nothing concrete or delusional. Just a feeling of being tested again.