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Originally Posted by Punpun
My father died yesterday,when i found out i was shocked but nothing more than that.I feel that i`m too empty to be able to have normal emotions anymore..i don`t know if it`s due to the depression,anxiety or all the other stuff i have,but i feel like i`m no longer human.My sister,mother and a lot of other people cried but i just couldn`t,but i felt like they expected me to cry too..i don`t know what to do now because in an hour i have to go to work,and don`t know how to say to my boss that i need to take maybe a day off to get stuff done for the funeral.I just don`t know why and how i`ve become like this.
PS: sorry if it`s triggering.
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Hi Punpun,
I'm so sorry for your loss.
People react to grief in different ways and not everyone cries over loss. Shock is a common reaction, so you are definitely still quite human.
Also, if someone's death was expected, people often don't cry when it comes as they will have probably been grieving all along.
You may never experience anything more than shock over this, which is also normal. So don't be down on yourself. Hang in there!
--Ceara1010