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Originally Posted by ElsaMars
I'm 41 and I've felt this way for years now. When my physical health took a dive, my mental health went on a bumpier roller coaster ride. Getting back to something which resembles me is very difficult. Finding interest in something, being able to focus on a task or watch a tv show for longer than 10 minutes at a time. I used to paint, and sing, and dance. Now I wallow, exist almost without existing. It's hard to look back at who I used to be, because at times it was so much better, and at times so much worse. I try to focus on the now and it's helping me through the days.
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My life has always been a roller coaster because of a birth defect I was born with. That being said, a little over 6 years ago my life pretty much did a 180 after a major car crash that landed me in the hospital for almost a month. My roller coaster ride just got bumpier and took off without warning. It's pretty much been downhill with lots of twists and turns since then.