she also said that me forgetting to come to my session was ok .it was just not something that i usually do so she was very worried about me .that is why she called . funny i didnt even know she had called until i got home after the session .she once again said she has never seen any behavior or comments that have ever made her think i was a spoiled brat at all ,or selfish or horrible . i wish she would .i do feel if she could help me with these things it would help me to be able to deal better in life . i still want to go on meds and hopefully it will speed up things and make me a bit more pleasant to be around as a person.