bad day. had words with my son. he said some bad things to me about a month ago and it is just something I can't get past. I told him he needed meds, I told him he was delusional and I blocked his number. I told him he makes me feel bad, he has disdain for me and is condescending when he talks to me. Which isn't often. I can be in the house and he will text, leave the room if I start to talk or just make rude remarks about anything I think and say. I can't take the abuse anymore. He is a grown man. I hope he takes care of himself. I am going to try my best to not see or talk with him for a long time. He don't like me, or respect me. He has a very small piece of him that has love for me but not enough to actually love me. I just don't need people in my life who are mean and hurtful to me. I can get that from strangers why would I put up with it from my own son. Life is strange. I hope is stays well. But honestly at this moment I don't want to know anything about him.
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