I use not to be like this, but recently I have been finding it difficult to do any writen assay. I don't know why, but I get anxious about it. Just imagining doing the work makes me anxious. I try not to think about due dates and to do it little by little but I just find myself postponing and not doing any work. I much rather read and study.
Because of this, at least I think so, yesterday I was feeling very nervous. I went to the gym, but it didn't help.
I have not been feeling that good, these couple of weeks I have had few social contact and not many duties...so I tend to go to bed late and sleep until late, and I feel a little distant from the world. I think I feel more alive when I have a porpose. I have a porpose now, but I don't have to leave the house to do it.

Last weekend I was a bit proud of myself because I read one of those books that you can't stop read. I don't read a lot, I use to be a regular reader until 9th grade, than it became a burden that made me feel tired and it was hard to feel that driving to read nonstopable. So I like to revive the good old times...but the book helped.

Even so I don't feel good... the symptoms are still here.
When I set my goals of what it would be to be in good place having pleasure while reading was one of my main goldstandards. Now it's not, now I set my goal to be able to make a proper conversation while feeling like doing it and being in the moment.... Whatever, right?... It will just go back and forth.