((Moonkin))
Remembering T is always there is one of the most difficult aspects for me. Although, the longer I am in the relationship with him, the more I believe he's there. Sometimes, though I still believe he has disappeared.
Maybe T said you could e-mail as a way of staying connected?
Journaling helps me. I write T letters in my journal. I write poetry about the work I am doing and I just write about what I am feeling.
Good luck!!!