I have an extreme fear of death in general. Anything to do with death even the word is enough to cause me to have a panic attack. I can't go to funerals without talking an anti anxiety medication or I flip out. I have had this fear since I was 12 years old. I remember at 12 running to my grandpa and jumping in his arms screaming I don't want to die. Even typing this is cause my anxiety to go up.