I don't obsess with the Topamax and I feel my system is slowed down some. I know about wanting the full feeling. I don't want it much on this med. I try to drink a lot of water but may not be drinking enough. Had some wine tonight. Feelin good! Not supposed to drink on it but I've been bad. It hasn't done anything bad to me. When I keep busy on other forums I don't think about the full feeling. The full feeling really doesn't occur to me much on Topamax unless I am just sitting here thinking about eating and not doing anything else. But that has not happened today. Trying not to keep any binge foods in the kitchen or anywhere in the apt.