You have alot of threads going on at the same time Maybe I am just unable to follow them correctly as in one thread you were able to find 3 things that your good at.. But I see all your other threads and your on a raging rampage..

Sure Bipolar and BPD can make a life a total shytstorm.. But really it boils down to you. You have to want to get better , You have to learn how to deal with people around you.

Mental illness is not an excuse to be hateful and rage non stop.

On your threads are you actually wanting advice or are you just venting and getting things off your chest and mind? Hey .. that's fine.. As a member here I am just not sure if offering advice helps you or maybe its best I just drop you some virtual hugs and allow you to vent. Maybe this is a blog " setting" for you?