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Old Jun 01, 2016, 03:58 AM
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Originally Posted by raspberrytorte View Post
I Know for certain that my anxiety comes first before anything. It's my constant. I think it's good to treat bp and anxiety together obviously. But I also feel that if I could find a doctor who would treat my anxiety first, I would feel a lot better. I also was diagnosed anxiety NOS.
I'm too. Just means "I don't know..."

We all have anxiety, we need it. Of course if it makes us delusional, there's more anxiety, whether it's mania or non-affective.

So it could be your sensitivity to anxiety or really self-perpetuating and -supporting anxiety.

But the "obsession" could be with losing control. We all need to learn to give away control just enough to have more control.

They are a toxic mix, obviously.
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