hey. thanks guys. and... thanks caramee, it helps to think that what he said was the 'standard line' that they are supposed to say. conveys that they do have SOME boundaries, i guess.

he phoned me on sunday night. sent me a txt and asked if i could take a call. he called and said that he wanted to apologise properly. that he realised i travelled a bit of a way to see him... that he was sorry. that he wanted to call me and talk to me properly and that this was the first opportunity he had to do that.

i was freaking out a little cause i thought he might want to talk to me to terminate me after what i said about baby (i sent him that email too). but... he hadn't checked his emails yet. he said that we did have an appt. for this tuesday and this friday. then the following friday. then he is having a week off. he said that he would try and fit me in for next tuesday too, to make up for missing the session last friday. he seemed very apologetic.

so... doing alright, i guess. don't feel mad anymore. just knowing that he knows this is serious for me... knowing that he can't assume that i'll turn up to the next session after he misses one like that... i don't need to feel mad cause he is taking me seriously.

anyways... see him tomorrow...

hope i haven't freaked him with the emails...