I met one guy like a photographer half year ago but he is not professional yet, he is learning to do it, its more like a hobby but doing it very well.
We became friends and attracted to each other before he took photos of me and we also were kissing naked etc. We were texting each other every day lovely texts, I fell in love with him but he told me at the beginning before we kissed etc that we cant be together because of many reasons and he doesnt want to hurt me or abuse me, he told me clearly that he is simply attracted to me and want sex with me but doesnt want to do harm to me but I also was madly attracted to him so I didnt care about anything but.. I fell in love with him and I am so jealous to his other models because Im afraid that he is attracted to them too. Im wondering how photographers girlfriends and wifes dont go insane about it because I dont believe that photographers dont think about them models in sexual way if they see them naked and also how can I know that he is not seducing them like he did to me? Yes I dont trust him, Im paranoid and going insane looking at other girl's pic he took.
I hated him and tried to forget him because I was mad but Im so attracted to him, I see him in my dreams every night but now our relationships became colder, we had many conflicts and Im afraid to lose him as a friend, Im so attached to him. When he is kind to me I forgive everything.

What do you think about relationship between photographer and model? Especially if they took nude photos.

p.s. If someone had something similar you can pm me.