Then that would be them inferring something I haven't said or putting their 'acting' on me and I wouldn't appreciate it. They could view it as my gain and be wrong. Of course, I don't know what a 'real T' is according to this forum so I could be way off base. I know I don't have normal therapy according to things I've read and seen but I'm getting better and we are real with each other. She tells me what she is doing and why, and we discuss how to proceed forward. She never does something without my 'approval' or understanding.