I agree with 1976kitchenfloor who said everything so succinctly. You are lovely and soulful, seek out those who are like you. Surround yourself with as much positivity as you can.
You do not need any validation from negative and harmful people. Be proud of how who you are now despite the sad circumstances, you really did overcome a lot.

Before my traumatic event, I worked with children, and it is such an amazing opportunity for you to instill in them all of the beauty in life. If you ever need ideas or lesson plans, I am a great resource. I had my own
"liberal arts" school that focused on the 7 types of intelligence (Gardener)