I can't write these stupid "letters" to my dad. I don't want to drag these feelings out and look at them. We've been looking at them for a long time. I know--I can't believe that people accept me as I am very well if I can't accept my own emotions, wah wah wah. I bet you're pretty proud of yourself for thinking of that one (and you did absolutely hit the nail on the head). It just hit a nerve for some reason.