I have taken nearly all the antipsychotic meds and most of them make me tired hungry and in a daze I don't see how this is much better then having these mental illness. My memory is shot I have no idea what I enjoy anymore and most of the time I don't have thoughts it's like someone took my passion for life ugg!i feel like I am always playing ketchup and fighting for my presents, I have gained close to 60lbs since November. I use to be in tip top shape until they started experimenting with the differnt medication. Most the time I am wrestling with my thoughts to try to just be here, I have lost soon much precious time and moments with my son! I try to refrain from seeing him if I am not in the right place mentally for his sake it makes me so sad plus he is starting to do the abusive things my ex husband use to do to me... Which is a huge trigger I am so sad I wish he didn't pick up that behavior😔 I still run that is the only thing that keeps me from getting swallowed by thought thank you for listening !