Hello Whisper888: I see this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral... from the Skeezyks! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit.

Many of us are here on PC because we have no one in real life we can talk with. Posting here on PC can be a great comfort. There are many caring & knowledgeable members here. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more connected to the community you will become. Plus there are social groups you can join & chat rooms where you'll be able to communicate with other members in real time (once your first 5 posts have been reviewed & approved.) So, hopefully, you may find that PC is just what you need in order to carry you through this difficult time. I wish you well...