This jaw clamping shut involuntarily is scaring the crap out of me.

The RLS has been getting so bad I'm actually taking half of my morning dose of Cogentin to save for extra at night. But I think doing that is messing up with the tongue Biting involuntarily. A few minutes ago I came close to Biting off my tongue, and it happened a few times earlier too.

I need to call in my script and I need the doses raised but just by coincidence I had to reschedule my appointment for July because I'm terrified of the stairs here (because I fell on the stairs coming back from the last time I was there and now I have an especially worse phobia of the damned stairs) but I don't want to say that because I don't want to chance him committing me now too.

What a stupid situation I've gotten myself into. Maybe I should try getting drunk and see if I'm still afraid. I don't know what the h to do.