So as i had mentioned earlier my T cancelled this week n said he will lwt me know if there is cancelation later in week he ll let me know. Seems like it wont happen. Personally i think he should have carved out time for me. As i had appt booked in advance and he said oh that time was to be blocked off. It was not my fault. Anyhow. Just very upset with him. ..as he didnt care to schedule me this week knowing whats going on in my life. I am having to deal with everything on my own with no support. O m going ahead and making decisions and following through...but am scared it may backfire. I dont know how to do this...but i have to find a way. I really wish T would have cared enough to check in. But it feels like its nothing to him...what i talk about is meaningless. .n small. Like i dont care if u get thru this or not.. its not a big deal to me.
I m about to deal with one of the problems right now..in few mins. M very nervous. N mad at T.