I share your thoughts that maybe we see reality in a way others cannot perceive. I've had some very strange experiences. But I'm told it's better to reject these ideas as part of the psychosis. How I feel about it depends greatly on how my mood is. I'm very open right now and I'm finding meaning in what some would call the meaningless. So I guess I get what you're talking about. No way to know for sure. Could be brain chemistry delusions or could be alternate dimensions or realms.