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Old Jun 01, 2016, 07:57 PM
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Originally Posted by Anxiousvalkyrie View Post
I do. I have several hobbies / interests that I'm completely obsessed with and I probably know more about those subjects than anyone I know. I've obsessed over mastering those subjects over the years and it's really distressing to me if I find someone else who knows more than me.

I have never liked authority. I was always very rebellious when it came to rules and authority figures.
Is it always as distressing if others know more or best?

Is the obsessing (strongest) during mania?
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