Dear T

You cancelled our appointment today. Is it because you talked to one of my old Ts. She thought I lied to her and wouldn't work with me anymore. You probably think I am lying because I won't give you access to my health records. You don't trust me and that hurts. I guess it's time for me to stop therapy. I guess I can be too much. I wish I had my last T back-her I could trust. I don't feel that bond with you and can't truly open up with you. I think I'm done with all this crap. It's not making me better and according to others I'm not sick I'm just in it for attention. Hurts that is how my family feels about me