Trigger Warning for talk of self-harm








Sigh. Is it SO STUPID of me to cut tonight just because i was so bored and restless and didn't want to do anything else? Reading, i can't do that ALL NIGHT. Watching TV, i only allowed it after I cut. Internet? Can not entertain me for more than 20 minutes at a time. I mean, its better than me drinking i think. Though if bourbon was in the house....yep...