Summer weather and too much alone time is so bad for my anxiety. And since my mom isn't talking to me, I have no one to call when I'm on the verge of panic. She's the one who is always able to calm me down and my dad's made her lose her freaking mind. I want to call you. But I can't (and would never do that to you).

I wish I could stop being so afraid to talk to a friend when I'm like this.