Don't get ahead of yourself Phil, you can't know what you will become in the future. If you keep "practicing", keep writing, there's no telling what you will become. No need to be "famous" -- you're a "Writer", that's all there is. You have to write and you write. I don't have schizophrenia so what's my "excuse"? Keep pulling yourself along, writing. You've been "here" with these feelings before, you'll probably be here again.

Hard when we're disappointed in the people helping us. I got a new doctor and he's not turning out to be too good. Hands me a flier about any condition he mentions like I don't know more about any condition I have and how it affects me than he does and need to read some brochure written by a drug company!