Hello Lucy, I've had the same kind of problem in the past. It's sounds like intrusive thoughts, which are a symptom of ocd. I had to have a med change, and when my doctor found the right med my symptoms abated. Now my ocd is very mild. I don't attach any guilt to intrusive tjoughts, I just call them junk thoughts and ignore them.

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