So. I am sure that bipolar is very hard seeing as how I am the one living with it in my family. I had come out to my family as bipolar about a year ago. It was a week after I was formally diagnosed from my PDOC and my family didn't take it well.

My mom had said that "my doctor should see a doctor" and my evil sister had been annoyed at the whole thing.

It's been almost a year and tonight my sister started going off on how much she couldn't stand me and how I am a "liar" and how "manipulative" I am and that I am the next Jeffery Dammer. My sister said that I "claim to be bipolar" but really I'm just "psychotic". She then continued to explain how her and my sister talk about how evil and crazy I am behind my back and that I "hear evil voices in my head".

None of this is true. I am the nicest person in the world and I would never do anything to hurt any of my family but my family has seemed to turn on me. I am very afraid to talk to my therapist or doctor about this and I am very afraid that my sisters might do something to have me locked up or taken away. I am on medication for my bipolar and I haven't been taking it because I've been more depressed but today I was in a silly and happy mood and it somehow upset my sister as it does every time I'm not depressed.

I am just so afraid that them being in agreeable that I am this hurtful insane person might persuade my mom and others to lock me up so I am afraid to tell anyone outside of this site.

I feel so sad and shocked and hurt and I want my world to just end.

Has anyone experienced a messed up family? Can these people really lock me away or have a hold on me?

For once in a long time I just don't know what to do.

I'm bipolar but I am not a threat. [emoji80]

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