My therapist told me that they'd have no choice but to tell my parents about my self harm if I started cutting myself.

I've only told my therapist that I bruise myself but I haven't told them about the cutting, and now I know I can't because of that.

My parents won't understand and will probably kick me out of the house if they knew. Or it'd make them lose their minds. They're asian and don't know much about mental illnesses at all, and they used to be very abusive too.

I'm so so sad because my therapist is the only person I have in my life who I can talk to. I have no friends and no family members who'll understand.

I wish I could talk about my cutting to someone, but now I can't.