Hey there friend!

I am just reading this for the first time too, and I battled with alcoholism for years and years. I even made it to almost 300 days sober, but I lost the battle

I have a drink and cheat every now and then. but after a while I realized this crap isn't for me. it just isn't worth it. So I haven't a drink for almost 2 weeks now. Some of us just handle it differently I guess.

But good luck to you on your journey. I am very very proud of you that you made it this far