hello there..today is one of these ,lately,rare days i decide to visit this good site and lucky me i just found your message...i know perfectly what you are going through,,i have been too "officially" diagnosed severe depression,among other things some years ago but i i believe i have been like this most of my life..
Went to visit a psychiatrist,meds,regular visits to my doctor and so on,,,but nothing helps so i quit it all..i have just accepted my reality and destiny and it is just a question of time...hopefully sooner than later....
It would be nice t have a opportunity to chat with you sometimes and thereby ,perhaps, ,exchange some info especially regarding coping techniques,,among other things of course....I can say the same,,,," I canno take this much longer",,,and i k now for certain that i am getting close to a breaking??final?point where i will say Farewell....please,,,if you have the same feelings or ideas,,,,please,REPLY...it would be my pleasure,,i only have a couple of persons here i talk to occasionally and like you,,i am trying to find some advice and help..
like I said,,i don´t visit this site very much but you can count on me.......at anytime..i will make myself worthy of your trust,,