you have my support. although i may be where you are, i can only tell you that you're not alone. as painful as it is, i can only offer you words of comfort, which may not be enough because it doesn't take away the pain. meds and therapy, hopefully, will help. there are some of us that they cannot help. for those of us, existence is painful. i hope that someday, somehow, we'll find our way out of this darkness. i have been in this darkness for such a long time. i pray for us. it doesn't seem like it's enough. what else do we need to do? i know this is the same question that you may have. i understand totally. when there's no hope left, only hope for hope. hope to have hope. and keep on going. i give my support in sincerity and in the hopes that it helps.