I have a previous post that many viewed, but no one replied, so I am going to try to make it a little shorter here...because I really need some guidance.
My husband tried to end his life a couple of months ago. He called the hospital for himself (thank God). He recently claimed that, since that time, he has been trying to push me away in order to end our marriage because he doesn't want me to get hurt.
Monday, during a heated moment, he also told me that he now wanted a divorce, but took it back again later.
I am to a point where I am not sure how much more yo-yoing (there were a few other up and down issues in there) that I can take. He will do well one week, then the next week he can't bear to go to work. He has now also quit his job, and isn't sure how soon he will be seeking another job. We have discussed him going across the country to see his parents, which I think that he needs, but he doesn't want to leave me here.
I am just at a breaking point and not really sure what to do because, in numerous ways, he's no longer the man I married, but I view that as part of marriage and you work through it. A lot of family, friends, and my therapist, are concerned for me though and how long it will be before I snap.
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