Looking back at this one. Feeling really down. I am hanging, but slipping away.

I have lost my doctor, my heart is empty. I will not have a t, and now the one that is left, I am pushing away too. My chriopractor is not just my doc, but my friend. Long story, but he said on Wednesday, he won't let me push him away too. I said we shall see when he realizes this is the best thing.

Justy