Been a tough week for anxiety and panic for me. Today got so bad that I took medication which has me more chilled out over it all now. Our youngest child turns 23 this weekend we are going to see him. He is the one that attacked me few years ago so I get flashbacks everytime I see him. He has said since the age of 18 that he would never reach 23. Said it as recently as 2 weeks ago while hospitalized so I am anxious as hell over his birthday and can't wait until this weekend has come and gone and everything is okay, hopefully.