Day off from work and no motivation to do anything -still down/depressed and I still don't know why. Hard and exhausting to not appear so at work, I don't want to go tomorrow. Part of me wishes I still had the flu, it sucked but I was too sick to think or to feel anything but the fever, body ache, etc. One of the best parts was taking time off work for 'legitimate' reasons instead of MI-related issues. I didn't have to lie...